I dunno. I am not into written religion. I imagine a lot of questions would be answered, if not- blackness, I'm fine with either.
I ain't afraid.
I know a man who made a pact with a women friend that if either died, one would contact the other if there was life after death with a certain object (I forget what it was- perfume bottle or some crap like that) Anyway- he found it after she died- they never lived together.
I had a friend die when I was in the 9th grade, everyone said he had a crush on me and he was shy. I didn't care much for him but he was nice. Anyway, he and some friends were wrestling around- you know how boys do, and he just died. The autopsy said he had an enlarged heart. I was crying in my room a couple of days later and a perfectly stable and significant picture fell from my wall. I have never told anyone until now.
But then again, I had sobbed for my grandparents many times and have never sensed anything.