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Thanks Guys,

I just felt, not condoning suicide, but just relaying my surival and things that somehow pushed me to far. I hope if just anyone especially some young eyes come across what I shared it might help them and contact me if they like. I had no one except I do firmly believe My Lord Jesus had a plan and things for me to do in life so it failed.

I have to admit even though I know better some of you know the illnesses I hae fought and still continue but, when I beat one another in 3 months or so will pop up This has been going on for 10 years now and during this I lost my wife in divorce because she was continually cheating on me while I was sick plus my Mom who had become so important in my life died on Christmas day 2006 at just 67 with me just 50. She was a child having a child just as my grandpaw was just 17 years older than her 34 years older than me. We 3 had a strange strong bond. I have many times thought I wish one of these illnesses would win but, I know they can't because I just can't give up.
Way back when I stunned everyone as a teen and tried suicide I was the last person anyone said they would have guessed because I was the one with everything going the right way, the hottest girlfriend, super 68 mustang coupe never lost a race, and possibly college football.

I do not think it has a face but, symptoms yes.

TAZ